Reflections

Am babying my immune system. Some kind of infection is banging on the door. Nobody's home. No time to be sick. Went back and read through this entire blog. Insomnia causes one to resort to extreme measures in order to fall happily into sleep. The place I was in a year and a half or so ago very strange to me now. What the hell was I doing? Who knows. I seem to have had myself fairly convinced it was a fulfilling course to set out on. Self-delusion is a strange beast. From the time I can remember I have been set on this path to go to a place more complementary to my essence. Got knocked off that path, onto my ass, and sent home, head hanging, a bit bruised. Am back on that path. A bit worse for wear, but a bit more wary of the obstacles that can impede my progress. Is a nice place to be, transitory though it is.